Night #1

Originally on: March 9th 2012
BLAH!
Does anyone know how difficult it is to try keeping yourself in a totally "conscious and aware" state while falling asleep?
I didn't think it would be but it is o.O
I do believe I may have -accidentally- succeeded in the past couple hours because I made a minuscule bit of progress with this last dream I had before I woke up. I don't know if it was just one of those random dreams or not but it seemed pretty relevant, and it seems also that I knew exactly what I was doing. I suppose I just gotta work on it more.
No I am not gonna go into detail, but no it wasn't a -perv- dream lol shut up.
Then there was another one. I was on VF and the peeps on my friends list was missing 2 or 3. But I woke up before I could figure out who o.O
SO that's how night one went as far as this part of my -studies- go. I can't be too disappointed, this could take weeks or even months to fully get.
Time to hit the books!
Night 1's point: you can't change what isn't there